6.6

Today was abit rough. I couldn't go to bed last night for about an hour and a half because I forgot that my AC was plugged into the socket that wires to my lights. Hense, if the lighs turn off, the AC turns off. So I had to rearrange my ac, carry the damn thing to my other window (whilst spilling water all over my floor), secure it in and get it working. All at 2 in the morning. But I finally did get to sleep. I wasn't able to get my 16 bucks this week because it rained so I couldn't mow the lawn either. I had also been absent from school the last two days so I didn't know when my food project for my spanish food festival was due. Turns out, it's due tomorrow. So, I had to wip up an old favorite of mine, beans and rice in about an hour. It turned out good. Nice and salty, the way I like it. (Anyone else can suck it Dx) The rice was slightly starchy but it was my first time cooking rice so.. sue me.
Ah.. But I cannot wait. four more days of school then I'm out of there.

6.5

I've been very gloomy lately but things are turning up abit. I'm finally down to my final days of school for this year and my brother came home from college. I'm really happy right now. (^ ^) I re-vamped my bedroom now that I actually have an aire conditioner. (Now I never want to leave my room!) But I moved my bed and desk around. I also relocated my art related stuff, such as my art box and my misc. portfolios.
Two weeks from today I'll be jamming it up at AnimeNEXT's rave~ I cannot wait!

Goings on of a ranting whiney angsty teen

I'm really confused about myself lately. With my romantic feelings, who I am, ect. I think I want to start growing my hair out again. I miss it being long. I feel like something is missing y'know? And I really just want to shut myself off from the outside. I hate where I live, and have very few friends. I've burned countless bridges this year. I don't want to go to school and am dangeriously close to just cutting classes that I don't care about. It's the last week of school and I'm finding it very hard to keep caring. My friends were my support, they kept me sane in the stupid drama infested crack pot that is my high school. But I can't stand being around them. I think I'm just too picky with people. I tend to notice one thing about a person and it just nags at me constantly until I lash out or can't stand to be around them. I hate passive agressive people who let others do whatever the hell they want. I hate hypocrites. I hate people who don't respect boundries. I hate how the people I am forced to be accosiated with choose to live their lives harmfully and in a way that makes me sick. I hate liars.
I guess I hate alot of things, don't I?

6.3

It's been a few weeks now that I think about it. It's been tough these passed few weeks. I only have five days left of school, but I couldn't even bring myself to get up out of bed today. Instead I just lied and said I was sick. Win some, lose some I suppose.
I just have to put up with a few more days then I'm home free for the summer. I'm only posting to let anyone who actually reads the blog a heads up that I'm still alive. c: